oh soulmate, where are you? Can someone like you even exist? Someone who wants me for who I am, not just what they imagine? Someone who will fulfill my desires, whom I will be good enough for? I see all these people, they want a beauty... Someone who doesn't mind being pleased in the more normal ways...they want someone who'll be their own size, or maybe bigger, someone who can be their goddess...but I'm not a goddess. I'm an unwanted witch, locked inside my own head. I'm all too bitter or sour, not enough sweet...too moody, too casual and too odd, and yet so average. I never seem to stand out in a good way. Of course, I don't deserve someone like you. I'll never be good enough. Maybe you'll find some other, prettier, sweeter girl than I. Someone who doesn't get jealous, who's never mad at the world. But that wouldn't be the case if you were actually meant for me. You'd like someone with a bit of a sour taste, wouldn't you? Someone who thinks the way I do...if you even exist. It feels like you do. Will I ever deserve to find you is more of the question, or when? When will I be good enough? How long will it take?